the world today

My grandparents always told me the world was changing I never understood those terms until I was an adult. I have watched covid 19 change America I have watched hate crimes I have witnessed so much in my short 31 years and been apart of history in some ways... Unfortunately, I have felt the effects of tear gas from a gay pride march that happened. I have been apart of many protest to save trees,the environment, whatever I believed in because I was raised to stand up for my beliefs. The world has changed we have so many people who remain quiet, when others lay beaten, in jail, gassed, mased, or tased with no visible weapons. Why we gotta fight one another we are supposed to be land of the free home of the brave. It seems like not enough blood has been spilled for the wrong reasons throughout time from the way humanity is acting. I'm not saying we should burn down buildings but our voices should always be heard. There is always room enough for the right thing to be done. We are not sheep we will not sleep till justice is served America wake up. Why sit there and act like someone begging for their lives for 8 minutes wouldn't get any American put under a prison, but somehow because you had carried a badge it makes you just lose your job? This country has somehow twisted its own ethics and honour system by betraying the one most common sense thing. Humanity or human rights or even just an ounce of give a dam and it seems that because we look a certain way you get treated a certain way. I am over the policies saying well they were doing their job .All video in fact, has confirmed not even the moment he had that poor man on the ground, leg in neck, was that part of any training. People need to stand together on this one and more than a job needs to be lost.   #ripgeorge #alllivesmatter. 

lesbian vs gamer

so this picture is worth 1000 words. Because as a lesbian I would love a beautiful gamer nerd girl who had long hair and a wonderful smile. Who wanted to talk about the universe together and adventure and do all the wonderful things women in love do. However, the other side of me is torn because how dare you disrespect a vintage console like that like this woman obviously can't be trusted with a controller so can she be trusted with your heart? These are valid questions a picture like this brings up to have to be like yes I want to be in love but is this fish I catch in the ocean worth the heartache? Just this picture can be so much deeper than the average known love picture. Just look at it and ponder...

tribe

I found this and decided to write about some of my travels i have a lot of catching up to do. It has been such a wonderfully, hard, wonderful, happy, exciting and chaotic journey for me. I have been on trips which ill write Seperately about to tell those side missions. I have realised over the years family is what you make of it, it may not even be blood but its still family. I finally found mine after such a long journey here in Florida they are known as the red lion and feel good fam. Its like a hippie gang of do good people who are lighthouses even when they aren't so bright. It seems like I finally found my perfect weird which tends to not come so easily.I have noticed people saying things like, "you guys are so lucky," or "I wish I had friends like that." Y'all we aren't friends we are family we break bread together,fight,love, adventure and sometimes even live together. These people are magick and just like me we are always searching for a greater understanding, more light or even more knowledge. It isn't always a perfect picture, however these humans are the ones who understand me the most and that is what real family is.they put up with you at your worst, love you at your best, and above all support all the crazy dreams and desires you have. They tend to bring out the best in you and I'm lucky to finally have found a garden where I'm not the weirdest flower. Life is so beautiful and I am blessed.